On to month 2....will this be the month??

Of course being the holiday season I have to admit that I was hoping for a "baby" gift....I was hoping things would just happen, FAST. Then came Aunt Flow, the red curse, the (.). Then the tears and reality started to set in that this may take time.
Now that I have done some reading, I realize how much of a miracle this really is. The statistical average for my age is 7-10 months of trying!!!!! I am not too sure how I feel about this?? Is knowing too much worse than not knowing anything at all?? Once I started reading more I felt like I did not know a thing. Did we not get taught any of this in sex ed?? Who knew that temperatures, fluids and position could mean so much! I don't know if I want to know so much about fluids......
I guess is it all about trying, learning the timing, the cycle and signs of ovulation. Right now I don't even know if I am ovulating??? I guess I will find out soon enough.
As for training, well I am trying to stay motivated and still have the marathon in 10 days from now. If only I didn't have a sore foot.......I will run this run though. I will do my best to qualify for Boston. Not quite the way you want to go into a marathon, let alone one you want to PB at with my sister. I am needing the workouts, like my dear friend Rena, I too am feeling like I ate too much. I did get on the scale though and have the additional pounds to show for it......not something to be proud of. I guess if I was pregnant I would feel a little better about it. My eating has just become a habit of poor nutrtion right now. Time to get back on track!

Happy New Year!